Left Not Means Say Goodbye

Three months had passed, I feel free though bound by guilt. The fear that eats away at my mind almost made ​​me endlessly blame myself. Already a lot of heartache, a lot of anger that has been created with this attitude. Increasingly can not dammed intention to leave, leave it all even though it will have consequences. Important things are the responsibility of living simply could not seem in control again what he thinks and what he felt. But I admit, I found myself peppered humans that need to be whole human beings and behave in noble.

I’m begging, do not remind me about it, I've keep inside, go not to say goodbye, but went to look for a better way from my feeling now. I've been trying, but it seems I just tortured myself with the dreams of others, please let it be, actually I was tortured by this decision, but I had to choose, because this is the best for now. Any twists my mind and reveal the promise of view I've ever spoken there, let me responsible for all this, keep in flying, it is our hope.

Basically it's all good, but we can not have it all though almost touching all that is in us. Walk through what we've been building it may be successful eventually, but will be simply to convey the dreams and responsibilities. But we need to know do not always focused on the one hand, because the other side is still open so wide that can go through to achieve a glorious thing to be able to find true of your life.

Where I once stood with you, I'd declare it a best thing that ever happened to me, I can choose it here also because I never knew you. Many view that made ​​me choose where I deserve to stand. that's where I could see my side now. I will never regret to know you hope your anger now, change to a pride in which when you've changed someone's life.

You know when I took this decision, how tormented me, until all my around bored with all my questions with all my anxiety. What should I do. Actually, what I saw on you , I've seen before in my mind, but even then should be passed on let it all better.Now I'm here, felt I was the worst here, not feeling dropped and dignity, but it's true. But still there is a very promising hope makes me have to keep trying and tough to keep stepping forward. Sometime come like a miracle in a day I never guess, some advises, some hunger, make my feeling flown away .

Here too I've built my world within this world, my life, my dreams. Little by little I began to follow the thoughts of people who are around me. And I have to like them, how to work, knowledge, way of thinking, their world and even the same goals with them. And even then not as easy as I stated my goal that they have achieved up to a dozen years and if I also have a dozen years in this place?is it will be with their current position?

The past three days I left work at 10 until 12, I want to learn english because I'm really sure if I tried, I would be. Yeah right, I could. When I cook breakfast this morning, I was able to understand the programs that exist in the national geography normally fluent english. Hopefully I can last until I can be myself a genuine, energetic , loveable and confident.

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