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Ketika Hati Bertekad, Semesta Pun Bergerak.
Rabu, 12 Maret 2014
Melihat Mu Dari Jauh
Lembar Tersisa
Entah kenapa harus meneteskan air mata buatmu, selama bersamamu aku nggak pernah menangis, kenapa disaat melihat kau dengan dia rasanya lemah dan ingin menangis saja. Aku ingin kita dekat walaupun kita seperti tidak mungkin bersatu. Aku tidak dapat membayangkan, jika aku merasakan apa yang pernah kamu rasakan, karena perbuatanku. Maaaaff, aku sedih, semoga kamu dapat yang terbaik dan doakan aku juga supaya semuanya yang terbaik.
Merindukan mu.
Jumat, 23 September 2011
Left Not Means Say Goodbye
I’m begging, do not remind me about it, I've keep inside, go not to say goodbye, but went to look for a better way from my feeling now. I've been trying, but it seems I just tortured myself with the dreams of others, please let it be, actually I was tortured by this decision, but I had to choose, because this is the best for now. Any twists my mind and reveal the promise of view I've ever spoken there, let me responsible for all this, keep in flying, it is our hope.
Basically it's all good, but we can not have it all though almost touching all that is in us. Walk through what we've been building it may be successful eventually, but will be simply to convey the dreams and responsibilities. But we need to know do not always focused on the one hand, because the other side is still open so wide that can go through to achieve a glorious thing to be able to find true of your life.
Where I once stood with you, I'd declare it a best thing that ever happened to me, I can choose it here also because I never knew you. Many view that made me choose where I deserve to stand. that's where I could see my side now. I will never regret to know you hope your anger now, change to a pride in which when you've changed someone's life.
You know when I took this decision, how tormented me, until all my around bored with all my questions with all my anxiety. What should I do. Actually, what I saw on you , I've seen before in my mind, but even then should be passed on let it all better.Now I'm here, felt I was the worst here, not feeling dropped and dignity, but it's true. But still there is a very promising hope makes me have to keep trying and tough to keep stepping forward. Sometime come like a miracle in a day I never guess, some advises, some hunger, make my feeling flown away .
Here too I've built my world within this world, my life, my dreams. Little by little I began to follow the thoughts of people who are around me. And I have to like them, how to work, knowledge, way of thinking, their world and even the same goals with them. And even then not as easy as I stated my goal that they have achieved up to a dozen years and if I also have a dozen years in this place?is it will be with their current position?
The past three days I left work at 10 until 12, I want to learn english because I'm really sure if I tried, I would be. Yeah right, I could. When I cook breakfast this morning, I was able to understand the programs that exist in the national geography normally fluent english. Hopefully I can last until I can be myself a genuine, energetic , loveable and confident.
Rabu, 25 Mei 2011
Berhenti Sejenak
Jumat, 18 Maret 2011
Mencoba Tuk di sebuah Sisi Kemiskinan
Hidup yang kita miliki sekarang adalah hidup yang biasa dan kita hanya sebagai follower/pengikut yang hanya meniru, tanpa suatu rintisan yang belum diketahui siapa pun.
Rabu, 29 Desember 2010
Up to the end of year 2010
Jumat, 17 Desember 2010
Healing the World
What's to be the meaning of Religion
Rabu, 15 Desember 2010
If Tomorrow still my mine
I want to know about the world, the international society, the social life, and also i was a child in my town, Im so familar with foreigner came to my village for tourism. There was I think so kind for us and gave us candys with my friend. It was I'm just a child and can't speak english and just body language. But some area in my village so fluent to spoken in english but they can't to write, just to saying.
One of my ambision after graduate at Feb'11, I want to continue my study to outside of Indonesia. All the time I think, how can I go there? School in out of Indonesia is a big expenses. From last October 2010 I also make plan until 2013, I must finished my study from abroad. At the planning I must fluent at English speaking and grammar. Everytime I read English books, english audios and English Structur.I have also a great ambition, after I gradute from there, I believe I have more capasity for my self and able to make a bisnis and I can help sosiety to get education. Because I think a poor population come from lazy population and haven't education to make themself to be better.
Actually I want to know everything, but get a problem with money, I dont have money to get all I want to know. The willing in my heart so high to get better and succes. In my mind people can succes cause they know much, no fear for fail, have a big capasity and have so many friends.
Ellis Veronika Sitinjak